What is it really all for anyway?

I was day-dreaming today as I made my way along a Shropshire lane on my way to teach creative writing to some excitable children.  What is this really all about I was asking myself, and what am I doing it for?  I was imagining that  I had achieved all the worldly goals: a house, financialContinue reading "What is it really all for anyway?"

Store it up..

A kernel is sometimes all it takes.  A feeling, a word, an image that sums up how we are feeling, a verse from a song.  Store them up, write them down.   In those years of relentless parenting with three under fives, I often had a feeling, a desire to say something which would be snatchedContinue reading "Store it up.."

For When We Don’t Know What is Coming: an unexpected diagnosis

We had just moved to the wilds of Shropshire, with a two-week old baby and two pre-schoolers, and everything was new.  My husband was beginning to concentrate on his music full-time, and the two eldest children had just started in a new preschool.  There was time for the dust to settle.  But I still hadContinue reading "For When We Don’t Know What is Coming: an unexpected diagnosis"

Shine Like Stars

So much of my life as a writer has been about waiting.  It’s frustrating as a creative outlet in that for a lot of the time, your work has to be validated by someone else for it to appear in print. Even now, there are a few pieces of my work that have been published,Continue reading "Shine Like Stars"

Letting Go

Sending my novel out to agents feels a curious thing.  I have finished at last.  I breathe a sigh of relief.  I am proud of what I have achieved.  But I also find myself stepping back from it.  It is its own thing, launched into the inboxes of strangers.  I can’t imagine how is perceivedContinue reading "Letting Go"

Commissions by Little Bird Editions

Really pleased with this commission for a friend. Her own words and a gorgeous icy blue for the print. Commission your own print- you can request commissions from the shop here. Happy days #livecreatively

Trembling Heart

A poem about the night that my daughter was diagnosed with Type 1, back in 2013 when she was 2 and a half.   I held you to me on the bed and smelt your hair, felt your lightness,as your father bustled in the darkness for your favourite things.We had been to the doctors thatContinue reading "Trembling Heart"

Afterwards, a work in progress…

And breathe… first day back to school for the kids which means I finally have some time! Here is the latest work in progress. To be included in a book of poems that should be ready by Autumn 🤞 🙏xx #handlettering #poems #instapoetry #livecreatively #parenting EDIT: You can find the finished poem in There YouContinue reading "Afterwards, a work in progress…"

Uncle John

A very old poem and a kernel for the novel. The smell of the strawberry jam, the decay, the wildness.. The jam thick with whole strawberries  hadn’t seemed so wonderful to me at the time.   Only now, sitting in my room with morning toast do I feel the loss,   as I remember themContinue reading "Uncle John"

Messy Desk…creative mind…

Believe it or not, this is the tidiest my desk has been in a long time..!😂 this is place I wrote and redrafted my novel which is now going out to agents 🤞🤞🤞 and also the place I design my hand lettered poems and also where I think up creative ways to teach creative writing.Continue reading "Messy Desk…creative mind…"

Love Poem: Poetry prints by Little Bird Editions

My children exhaust me and bring me to the end of myself but they make me who I am and they were the ones who taught me to love. I have recently launched a collection of prints which are my own hand-letterings of some of my poems about the early years, when everything is aContinue reading "Love Poem: Poetry prints by Little Bird Editions"

Pick Up Your Violin!

When I am reading to my children, I am half-asleep, I am not distracted, my defences are down, and for me that is sometimes the best time to hear God. The latest one is Patrick by Quentin Blake, a tale of wonder and music.  You can read the story here: https://archive.org/details/Patrick-Eng-QuentinBlake  The message in this amazingContinue reading "Pick Up Your Violin!"

Snow Day!

First appeared in The Guildford Dragon in Winter 2012.. Snow! What a great diversion from normal life for parents and for littlies. What was a dreary, never-ending January suddenly became a winter wonderland, a magical world for children. Everything was different for a little bit. As the snow fell on Friday, my husband rushed intoContinue reading "Snow Day!"

A Fairytale Castle Party And A Collapsing Thomas Cake

This first appeared in The Guildford Dragon, back in 2012… It seems that every other person I know has a birthday in February. Not sure why, but it definitely seems to be party season. A few months back, a friend and I decided to have a joint party for our girls who were born threeContinue reading "A Fairytale Castle Party And A Collapsing Thomas Cake"

On budgeting and how much it really costs to raise a child

Another old blog post. Apparently bumbos are out of favour now so shows how quickly this post dated! Written in Autumn 2012 I remember when I was younger, blissfully ignorant of the realities of having children and announcing at work that I was broody and couldn’t wait to start having babies.  I was only aboutContinue reading "On budgeting and how much it really costs to raise a child"

Coming down to Earth at the National Trust

Again this is an old article that I have dug out today.  This was written in Autumn 2012 I think… Today we drove for an hour and a half to meet up with friends from our home town (by home town, I mean the one that I and my husband grew up in, the townContinue reading "Coming down to Earth at the National Trust"

Marianne Williamson on being given permission to shine

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child ofContinue reading "Marianne Williamson on being given permission to shine"

To Lavish

To lavish (def: bestow something in generous or extravagant quantities on). I love the fact that God’s ways are not our ways and that the eternal mysteries of God are something that we keep learning over and over.  They don’t naturally make sense to us, we can’t see them coming.  In the world, we sayContinue reading "To Lavish"

Gifts

I sometimes have to remind myself that God wants to use me; who I am, as I am, right now.  It’s easy to write ourselves off and to think we’re not ready yet but God is looking for people who are ready and waiting; first to hear his word and then to obey it.  HeContinue reading "Gifts"

Will Gompertz on the act of creating

YES! ‘The act of making and creating is deeply satisfying, life affirming and rewarding. Yes it can be infuriating and at times disheartening, but nothing else can make you feel as truly alive and connected to the physical world as bringing your ideas to life. It is, I suppose, the ultimate affirmation of our humanness’Continue reading "Will Gompertz on the act of creating"

Michael Morpurgo’s Writing Advice

- Write because you love it and not because it is something that you think you should do. - Always write about something or somebody you know about – something that you feel deeply and passionately about. Never try and force it. - The most important thing is to live an interesting life. Keep yourContinue reading "Michael Morpurgo’s Writing Advice"

#1

Wind wraps around me like a blanket. In a blustery playground my boy has fallen asleep. And there is space and time, of a sort, standing hands in pockets, brook rushing by behind me, I hear it’s eddies and ripples, see the winter light brimming, spilling over, winding through the trees. All alone like IContinue reading "#1"

Paris Review – The Art of Fiction No. 208, Louise Erdrich

The Paris Review is a literary magazine featuring original writing, art, and in-depth interviews with famous writers. Great interview with Louise Erdrich..  Just the type of thing to spur me on for a morning’s writing.. Paris Review - The Art of Fiction No. 208, Louise Erdrich

#73

Sitting outside, listening to the beautiful noise coming from that shed. Tiny Leaves rehearses with his cellist. This is what summer is like, After two weeks of cold rain, I had almost forgotten. Mud covered children at dinner time, Finding potatoes like jewels in the mud. Birds singing still at 8.30, The fresh scent ofContinue reading "#73"

#38

Sometimes we don’t even have time to say a word to each other, Don’t look at each other before we must attend to this or that, The fight or the nappy change or the insulin. And then after they sleep we each have our uphill journey to continue with. Music, writing, these dreams, we pullContinue reading "#38"