#40hope

Hope is that quiet shining thing, hidden at the very centre of us. It might be forgotten sometimes, or covered in dust and debris, it may be looked at with cynicism by others, by ourselves, even, but it remains; a coin, glinting in the soil, catching the light, catching your eye again, reminding you ofContinueContinue reading “#40hope”

#38darkness

I see God bowed and brooding, his arms falling around his dear earth, after cruel jeers condemned his son to death. Doubled up with grief, he came close to the jagged earth, his arms around, almost touching. And it reminds me of this year; of all the loneliness, the people in their boxes, staying safeContinueContinue reading “#38darkness”

#37mourning

Mary, bowed by grief, goes early to the tomb and finds it empty. Her tears spill as her mind races; ‘Where have they taken my Lord?’ But her tears have left her blind, for as she turns in the garden, she can’t even make out the figure in front of her, alive and breathing, herContinueContinue reading “#37mourning”

#34tomb

Sometimes, we too, bury our hope in darkness, shove it beneath the soil with a hollow heart, but even death itself was no match for my King; life-giver, death-defier. The truth of spring coming, though we saw only black mud, truth of the blazing heat of the sun, though we felt only the chill. OutContinueContinue reading “#34tomb”

#33cloths

Their very presence speaks to what is no longer there; the way that they fall, or are folded. There is the dance of life about them; the way they move themselves aside, lift themselves up, to let Life take its first breath. ‘Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is noContinueContinue reading “#33cloths”

#32veil

he made a way, his body a bridge, his death and awakening a doorway between this lowly land and the pathways of heaven. way-maker, future-forger, eye-opener, the veil was torn in two, the sea split apart, death was undone and the separation was finished, finally, once and for all. so we could come boldly, asContinueContinue reading “#32veil”

#30sorrows

there are the secret sorrows, that we carry with us; the unanswered prayers, the quiet longings that have never been spoken, but we are told our King is a man of sorrows and well acquainted with suffering. he knows it well, this life, the way it twists and turns, blesses and then breaks us underContinueContinue reading “#30sorrows”

#29sacrifice

these gifts we hold lightly, their warp and weft, their stretch and sway as they wend their way through our lives, threading them with just a touch of heaven’s fire. we live through them, and through them make sense of this world. we see you, God, we even draw you, in green and grace, inContinueContinue reading “#29sacrifice”

#26Majesty

Because you said yes to the path that would cost you greatly but bring us all freedom, a new power was unleashed and a new kingdom began. One of servanthood and love; love that had power enough to undo and remake our whole world. I went with the definition of majesty that meant authority. ThenContinueContinue reading “#26Majesty”

#25silence

the pause between that other world and this. the one before the cross, where the weight of sin was too heavy to bear, and the new one that is about to dawn. ‘But now, with eager expectation, all creation longs for freedom from its slavery to decay and to experience with us the wonderful freedomContinueContinue reading “#25silence”

#24king

Broken-down, trampled over, weeping. Alone, heart-broken, spat upon. Does this make a King? Spending himself freely on all who came to him. Present to all the hundreds who pressed in to him, wanting his healing, his teaching, or even just to look into his eyes. Obedient to his Father’s plan, because he knew it wasContinueContinue reading “#24king”

#23abandon

What would it have been like, being fully god and fully man, and to feel that your father had abandoned you? Maybe that is why Jesus trembled in the garden; he knew the price of walking this path. All the world’s sin, hurled upon his back, the weight of it, unthinkable. But in that darkestContinueContinue reading “#23abandon”

#22-Keep Watch

Could you imagine being fully God and fully man, asking your friends to stay a while with you, to keep watch with you, even though you knew they would fail, and even though you knew you would have to walk alone the path that was laid out before you? A death sentence that would unleashContinueContinue reading “#22-Keep Watch”

#21blood

This is a piece I designed and painted quite a few years ago and I wanted to share it again for today’s prompt. The words are song lyrics and poems which represent the suffering and day to day lives of us all as humans and then the words scapegoat and lifeblood are Jesus, who gaveContinueContinue reading “#21blood”

#20body

I tried to write about yesterday’s prompt but with the news of Sarah Everard yesterday, everything I wrote came back to her. And this is what I ended up writing.   For Sarah I too, have walked home faster than normal, with a raised heart beat and the sound of my own footsteps loud in myContinueContinue reading “#20body”

#16betrayal

I know what it is like to mourn a friendship, a seismic shift that leaves nothing unaltered. you can’t see the whole of it, only this part now, where it hurts, and it undoes and remakes you, like any common tragedy. you are knocked back to the bare bones and you try to build yourselfContinueContinue reading “#16betrayal”

#15promise

The little tree, (I don’t even know it’s name) knows the promise. It’s buds push out, they are ready to bloom with pops of colour because it holds within its DNA the promise of spring. Though it tarries, wait for it. And I wonder what we carry to show  that spring is coming, and howContinueContinue reading “#15promise”

#14- follow

Follow, not as the sheep follows, unthinking and mindless. Follow rather as a listener on foot in a vast and lonely hill country, paying attention only to the placing of the feet, one in front of the other, on the soft and craggy ground, listening to the small voice that speaks, that says, this way,ContinueContinue reading “#14- follow”

#12- See

‘My life is the light that pierces the world’s darkness’, he said, as he spat on the ground. He knelt to scoop up a handful of spittle and mud and rubbed it in his palm to make a paste. He smeared it gently on the man’s eyes. ‘Blind from birth’, we whispered between ourselves, ‘hisContinueContinue reading “#12- See”

#11 Cleanse

I think of washing something so hot and so thoroughly that it comes out like new. I think of the white lambs down the lane again, untarnished by this muddy life, (all except for their bony knees, for they must kneel to find their mother’s milk). And just like this, life has a way ofContinueContinue reading “#11 Cleanse”

#10 Hosanna

Like today, when you wake to a celebration, a cacophony of noise in the valley. The birds sing, their voices a rising chorus, the sun is hot as it blazes its glory all over the place, and the sheep call out, loudly. Does it not seem to you that the whole earth is shouting outContinueContinue reading “#10 Hosanna”

#8 journey

each of us somewhere along the path. scattered, some resting, some running. some holding the hands of the very young, and some, the very old. but it isn’t a race, it is companionship. it is pacing ourselves, walking well,   because this whole life is a journey, from the time we first wake until theContinueContinue reading “#8 journey”

#3 sustain

Oh Lord,  sustain me when I am weak  when I cannot carry on. Give me food,  safety,  rest,  the knowledge that I am enough, that my life matters to you, that I am not just a product of chance, a whim of the world, but a living daughter, dear to your heart, that my dreamsContinueContinue reading “#3 sustain”

#2 temptation

it would be easy to think that hope wouldn’t last, that it could be stamped out, that a little frail thing like that shoot wouldn’t be strong enough to last through the droughts and storms. tempting to imagine that it was all in your own hands now, that you had been left alone, and youContinueContinue reading “#2 temptation”

#1 wasteland

my hands scratch at the dust, this crumbling ground. they feel their way around this void, try to fathom it, to make sense of it. I dig in desperation to work out what we are doing here in the dust, when we are meant to be sons and daughters. but in the desert we needContinueContinue reading “#1 wasteland”