Hello April! This month I have been working on some Lent poems along with some other creatives based on creative lent prompts. You can read them all here. My latest notes from IWED are also out this month. The Sacred Everyday was written last year during lockdown with homeschool going on so I had absolutelyContinueContinue reading “April news”
Category Archives: Poems
dawn
It starts off as the slightest lightening in the colourless dark, almost imperceptible at first and then, a little bolder, and soon enough the rose-gold glow colours the sky from east to west. It starts out so small, just a scratch of light against the darkness, but you know the might of the sun, andContinueContinue reading “dawn”
#40hope
Hope is that quiet shining thing, hidden at the very centre of us. It might be forgotten sometimes, or covered in dust and debris, it may be looked at with cynicism by others, by ourselves, even, but it remains; a coin, glinting in the soil, catching the light, catching your eye again, reminding you ofContinueContinue reading “#40hope”
#39wait
The two men on the road to Emmaus had forgotten how to wait, they had moved on too quickly to despair; ‘We had hoped that he was the one who was going to redeem Israel’, they said. They had already given up hope, had tossed it by the wayside, in favour of despair; perhaps itContinueContinue reading “#39wait”
#38darkness
I see God bowed and brooding, his arms falling around his dear earth, after cruel jeers condemned his son to death. Doubled up with grief, he came close to the jagged earth, his arms around, almost touching. And it reminds me of this year; of all the loneliness, the people in their boxes, staying safeContinueContinue reading “#38darkness”
#37mourning
Mary, bowed by grief, goes early to the tomb and finds it empty. Her tears spill as her mind races; ‘Where have they taken my Lord?’ But her tears have left her blind, for as she turns in the garden, she can’t even make out the figure in front of her, alive and breathing, herContinueContinue reading “#37mourning”
#36doubt
I’ve always loved Thomas, the way he acts like a petulant school boy. ‘Show me then’, he says, ‘I won’t believe unless I see it.’ And then a week later, Jesus is there, and all of his undoing is there too; ‘My Lord and My God’, he says. Better to be true like he was;ContinueContinue reading “#36doubt”
#35hidden
you were hidden in death, in grave clothes, waiting for the right time to take your first breath of rebirth. and now I am hidden in you, safe as houses, where moth and rust cannot break in and destroy, because all my treasure is in you and you are all my treasure.
#34tomb
Sometimes, we too, bury our hope in darkness, shove it beneath the soil with a hollow heart, but even death itself was no match for my King; life-giver, death-defier. The truth of spring coming, though we saw only black mud, truth of the blazing heat of the sun, though we felt only the chill. OutContinueContinue reading “#34tomb”
#33cloths
Their very presence speaks to what is no longer there; the way that they fall, or are folded. There is the dance of life about them; the way they move themselves aside, lift themselves up, to let Life take its first breath. ‘Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is noContinueContinue reading “#33cloths”
#32veil
he made a way, his body a bridge, his death and awakening a doorway between this lowly land and the pathways of heaven. way-maker, future-forger, eye-opener, the veil was torn in two, the sea split apart, death was undone and the separation was finished, finally, once and for all. so we could come boldly, asContinueContinue reading “#32veil”
#31cross
a single seed lay down in the soil, and from it sprang life, a tree, reaching to the heavens. a single tree, cut down, fashioned into planks and then a cross bearing the weight of the blameless King, a man, who was a tree of life himself, who walked the path into death and thenContinueContinue reading “#31cross”
#30sorrows
there are the secret sorrows, that we carry with us; the unanswered prayers, the quiet longings that have never been spoken, but we are told our King is a man of sorrows and well acquainted with suffering. he knows it well, this life, the way it twists and turns, blesses and then breaks us underContinueContinue reading “#30sorrows”
#29sacrifice
these gifts we hold lightly, their warp and weft, their stretch and sway as they wend their way through our lives, threading them with just a touch of heaven’s fire. we live through them, and through them make sense of this world. we see you, God, we even draw you, in green and grace, inContinueContinue reading “#29sacrifice”
#28crown
And so we crown you over and over, in the small ways of our lives, and in the quietness of our hearts. But perhaps it matters more, then, because you are the only one who sees it, and you are the only one it’s for. But I can’t put it any better than Frederick BuechnerContinueContinue reading “#28crown”
#27thorns
the thorny crown, a bead of blood spills, shame falls. he carries, then, all the weight of sin, and the mark of it on his body.
#26Majesty
Because you said yes to the path that would cost you greatly but bring us all freedom, a new power was unleashed and a new kingdom began. One of servanthood and love; love that had power enough to undo and remake our whole world. I went with the definition of majesty that meant authority. ThenContinueContinue reading “#26Majesty”
#25silence
the pause between that other world and this. the one before the cross, where the weight of sin was too heavy to bear, and the new one that is about to dawn. ‘But now, with eager expectation, all creation longs for freedom from its slavery to decay and to experience with us the wonderful freedomContinueContinue reading “#25silence”
#24king
Broken-down, trampled over, weeping. Alone, heart-broken, spat upon. Does this make a King? Spending himself freely on all who came to him. Present to all the hundreds who pressed in to him, wanting his healing, his teaching, or even just to look into his eyes. Obedient to his Father’s plan, because he knew it wasContinueContinue reading “#24king”
#23abandon
What would it have been like, being fully god and fully man, and to feel that your father had abandoned you? Maybe that is why Jesus trembled in the garden; he knew the price of walking this path. All the world’s sin, hurled upon his back, the weight of it, unthinkable. But in that darkestContinueContinue reading “#23abandon”
#22-Keep Watch
Could you imagine being fully God and fully man, asking your friends to stay a while with you, to keep watch with you, even though you knew they would fail, and even though you knew you would have to walk alone the path that was laid out before you? A death sentence that would unleashContinueContinue reading “#22-Keep Watch”
#20body
I tried to write about yesterday’s prompt but with the news of Sarah Everard yesterday, everything I wrote came back to her. And this is what I ended up writing. For Sarah I too, have walked home faster than normal, with a raised heart beat and the sound of my own footsteps loud in myContinueContinue reading “#20body”
#19room
He said to wait and so we waited. For what? For him again, for the light to come back and show us what to do next, and how to live. And so we waited, the eleven of us, in the room, small and cramped, filled with a thin kind of emptiness – what were weContinueContinue reading “#19room”
#18lamb
the sacrifice of a lamb could not carry away the people’s sin, however much they tried. It was not strong enough to smash the weight of it, nothing was. And then Jesus came, who was led meekly but not weakly to the cross, for he knew that in his quiet death, he would lift the weightContinueContinue reading “#18lamb”
#17kiss
the very word itself is leaning in, touching: the way that k pushes up close to that i; a close and personal thing. I think of the way I kiss my baby in the morning; I breathe her in and my lips meet her warm brow with a burst of endorphins. and I remember tooContinueContinue reading “#17kiss”
#16betrayal
I know what it is like to mourn a friendship, a seismic shift that leaves nothing unaltered. you can’t see the whole of it, only this part now, where it hurts, and it undoes and remakes you, like any common tragedy. you are knocked back to the bare bones and you try to build yourselfContinueContinue reading “#16betrayal”
#15promise
The little tree, (I don’t even know it’s name) knows the promise. It’s buds push out, they are ready to bloom with pops of colour because it holds within its DNA the promise of spring. Though it tarries, wait for it. And I wonder what we carry to show that spring is coming, and howContinueContinue reading “#15promise”
#14- follow
Follow, not as the sheep follows, unthinking and mindless. Follow rather as a listener on foot in a vast and lonely hill country, paying attention only to the placing of the feet, one in front of the other, on the soft and craggy ground, listening to the small voice that speaks, that says, this way,ContinueContinue reading “#14- follow”
#13-walk
the simple act of putting one foot in front of another, even if you are not sure where you are going, and the truth that you are not alone, there is another who walks alongside, or even carrying.
#12- See
‘My life is the light that pierces the world’s darkness’, he said, as he spat on the ground. He knelt to scoop up a handful of spittle and mud and rubbed it in his palm to make a paste. He smeared it gently on the man’s eyes. ‘Blind from birth’, we whispered between ourselves, ‘hisContinueContinue reading “#12- See”
#11 Cleanse
I think of washing something so hot and so thoroughly that it comes out like new. I think of the white lambs down the lane again, untarnished by this muddy life, (all except for their bony knees, for they must kneel to find their mother’s milk). And just like this, life has a way ofContinueContinue reading “#11 Cleanse”
#10 Hosanna
Like today, when you wake to a celebration, a cacophony of noise in the valley. The birds sing, their voices a rising chorus, the sun is hot as it blazes its glory all over the place, and the sheep call out, loudly. Does it not seem to you that the whole earth is shouting outContinueContinue reading “#10 Hosanna”
#9 servant
Sometimes it feels as if all of this could fall apart, as if we are all hanging on by a thread. How often did it feel like that to you, I wonder? How often did you wonder if this master plan would work? With all the washing of feet, the talking of forgiveness and eatingContinueContinue reading “#9 servant”
#8 journey
each of us somewhere along the path. scattered, some resting, some running. some holding the hands of the very young, and some, the very old. but it isn’t a race, it is companionship. it is pacing ourselves, walking well, because this whole life is a journey, from the time we first wake until theContinueContinue reading “#8 journey”
#7 truth
there was a lamb down the lane lying on the cold grass, its mother standing helplessly by. we have seen the farmer before now, lift a stiff lamb and hurl it into the back of his truck. it is survival of the fittest, no time to care for the weakest ones. if they make it,ContinueContinue reading “#7 truth”
#6 solitude
solo. alone with a dream, but listening, always, for a change in the plan. learning to walk at a steady pace, one step in front of the other, in front of the other, not wishing any of this away. peace in the way that I walk, for, at the end of it all, my lifeContinueContinue reading “#6 solitude”
#5 weak
If I am weak, then there is more room for you to pour through, water through my desert, rain over the dry riverbed of my soul, and in its wake the miracle of tiny buds, blooming all over this desert, hidden gifts bought to life by water, and it makes me think, if I amContinueContinue reading “#5 weak”
#4 bread
even today, our lives circle around it; the warm dough, it’s salt crust. toast and marmalade, dipped into soup, mopping up sausage stew, but it is not enough, we hunger again, and as essential as it is, you say, ‘There is more. Come.’
#3 sustain
Oh Lord, sustain me when I am weak when I cannot carry on. Give me food, safety, rest, the knowledge that I am enough, that my life matters to you, that I am not just a product of chance, a whim of the world, but a living daughter, dear to your heart, that my dreamsContinueContinue reading “#3 sustain”
#2 temptation
it would be easy to think that hope wouldn’t last, that it could be stamped out, that a little frail thing like that shoot wouldn’t be strong enough to last through the droughts and storms. tempting to imagine that it was all in your own hands now, that you had been left alone, and youContinueContinue reading “#2 temptation”
#1 wasteland
my hands scratch at the dust, this crumbling ground. they feel their way around this void, try to fathom it, to make sense of it. I dig in desperation to work out what we are doing here in the dust, when we are meant to be sons and daughters. but in the desert we needContinueContinue reading “#1 wasteland”
Spontaneous Typewriter Poems
I’m now selling spontaneous typewriter poems in my shop! I’m really enjoying the process of just starting and seeing what emerges with these poems. The way it works is this – you give me a starter word or prompt and I will create a spontaneous poem to be sent out to yourself or a lovedContinueContinue reading “Spontaneous Typewriter Poems”
Spontaneous Typewriter Poems – the perfect lockdown gift
With 💕 Valentine’s Day 💕 approaching, I’ve realised that my spontaneous typewriter poems are just perfect to send out! You will get a completely unique poem, composed spontaneously for you or your loved one, parent, friend or lover on my typewriter. Just give me a word prompt or sentence. What better way to show thatContinueContinue reading “Spontaneous Typewriter Poems – the perfect lockdown gift”
New Spontaneous Typewriter Poem
This poem went out a couple of days ago. Thank you for all your orders, I’ve been really enjoying writing them. There are still five left at the bargain price of £1 then they will be going up to their normal price of £5 (Free postage). Remember you can order one for a friend orContinueContinue reading “New Spontaneous Typewriter Poem”
Gratitude #97
#97 The last one. The UK is coming out of lockdown and it feels like time to stop writing now. Thankyou everyone for reading and for all your kind words xx Edit: Voice at the Window was successfully funded through a Kickstarter campaign and is out now. You can find it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1 #gratitude #gratitudepoem
Gratitude #96
#96 #gratitude #gratitudepoem EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which is now published. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #90
#90 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CAoMQRfn1QZ/?igshid=ucoe14g4f1it EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #89
#89 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CAlT6WRHyJM/?igshid=1vibljjsjbox3 EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #88
#88 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CAi-rgTHwoi/?igshid=wi0w9vv9uxlk EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #87
#87 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CAgURPunkJ7/?igshid=cocrtp8w79o4 EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #86
#86 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CAdnZniHZm8/?igshid=1l6g9cmj8buqh EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #34
#34 I feel like these are getting more and more random, as I get more tired, see less people and don’t have the internet 🤪! We should be reconnected on Thurs! Hope you are all keeping well in this crazy time.. 😘 #gratitude #gratitudepoemhttps://www.instagram.com/p/B-Xxzv4nh9N/?igshid=1oie0n83u3h9a EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: OneContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #34”
Gratitude #33
#33 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B-VNSyRHySf/?igshid=15boivwtrcavf EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #32
#32 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B-SuOyCnIRu/?igshid=hdgdlyais7bt EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #31
#31 We’re in! It is so light and beautiful here. Up on a hill. It’s a bungalow (curve ball for me who has always dreamed of a Victorian terrace) and there is a view to die for. Tired now so today’s poem is short and sweet! Now to spend a long time settling in…#gratitudeContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #31”
Gratitude #30
#30 Farewell to our lovely old house. #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B-Nez88n2uj/?igshid=1vodu54k9wwkm EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #28
#28 Thankful for my little bundles with me on the raft! The longer this goes on, the more it feels like this is causing a seismic shift in our society, that it is changing our lives forever, there will always be a before and after. But maybe that’s not such a bad thing. #gratitudeContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #28”
Gratitude #25
#25 Our house. (I make no apologies for completely ignoring what is happening in the world at the moment, just homing in today.) We moved here 6 and a half years ago, and then it felt a bit like our lives fell apart when Ivy was diagnosed with T1 diabetes, but we got back upContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #25”
Gratitude #23
#23 Too much to say today, the line breaks had to go! Keep going GB, stay in as much as you can. It’s not forever and it’s what will turn this thing around… #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B97qlc_Hzzb/?igshid=1n2lilr27r0nb EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was publishedContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #23”
Gratitude #22
#22 Had to dig deep for this one today. There are always little things to be thankful for. And even if they seem small cast against the great grey mass of cv which seems to loom over us, the truth is that this shall pass, and things shall go to how they were before, butContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #22”
Gratitude #20
#20 We’re on lockdown. Ben had a temp on the weekend so that’s us now, self isolating for 14 days! 😳 The good things are: a) I don’t mind being in! b) Ben’s symptoms were very mild so if it was cv and the others get it, hopefully won’t be too bad. c) One ofContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #20”
Gratitude #19
#19 ‘All will be well’ This shall all pass. Sending love and peace to everyone today. #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9wc56oHsMX/?igshid=mhtrtlr775em EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #18
#18 Not the most gratitude-y of poems today. Everything is a bit unknown. But all we can do is all we can do. And then we have to just have hope that this will all pass like a bad storm and dream of summer where we will be warm and go for walks by theContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #18”
Gratitude #17
Gratitude #17 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9sCZHIH2f6/?igshid=1q879jruvazxi EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #15
#15 all about the sun and home https://www.instagram.com/p/B9m8uoKH0Ew/?igshid=1xhtckag2hxz6 EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #15
Gratitude #15 all about sunlight and home. #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9mnuUqHajZ/?igshid=dobhxp50ubwm EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #14
Gratitude #14, may it be known as ‘the craziness of the writer’ and ‘plums’ 🙂 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9jshLoHpq8/?igshid=16yo2l4sih5f6 EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #13
Gratitude #13 I hope these aren’t boring! 😁 I just wanted an aim to post each day and it makes me write and it makes me be thankful and for both of those I am THANKFUL! 💕💕 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9h0Fn-HrT1/?igshid=16kd1sk62nse EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written duringContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #13”
Gratitude #12
This ones a rough sketch! Lots of ideas, doesn’t quite feel fully formed.. but I’ve run out of time today. I just love seeing the buds at this time of year- they give me such hope. Renewal, growth, making new, tiny beginnings, all the good stuff! #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9fK3mXnjCi/?igshid=sldwcy90n85g EDIT: This poem is featured inContinueContinue reading “Gratitude #12”
Gratitude #11
#11 #gratitude #thankful #peace #poem #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ckQN4n5ML/?igshid=jlekho570d50 EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #9
#9 all about one of the loves of my life, little Annie Mae 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9Xk3hxHvAw/?igshid=tzuyletimkkv EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Gratitude #8
#8 #gratitude #gratitudepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/B9UnQAwHStq/?igshid=1imw98z9nl42r EDIT: This poem is featured in Voice at the Window: One hundred poems written during lockdown which was published thanks to a successful Kickstarter campaign. You can get it here: https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/870191768/voice-at-the-window-one-hundred?ref=shop_home_active_9&frs=1
Laundry, a poem for World Poetry Day
Thought I’d share a poem for #worldpoetryday. This is one that I wrote a few years ago about the way that we sometimes find ourselves living in close proximity to neighbours that we hardly know. This was when we lived down south in a tiny terrace with our two children. I had formed a collectionContinueContinue reading “Laundry, a poem for World Poetry Day”
Burst; a poem by Elisabeth Pike
Burst The things that I see and touch consume me; the work that I must do, the dinner that I must cook, and the house that must be tidied fill up the space in my mind. And when I close my eyes, all I can see is the bustle of things, like a humming city,ContinueContinue reading “Burst; a poem by Elisabeth Pike”
Writing about Type 1
I am a writer and I have written, pondered and grieved Type 1 a lot over the years. I write to process my emotions, I write around a subject when I don’t quite know what it is that I want to say. But the truth is that type 1 invaded our lives so thoroughly whenContinueContinue reading “Writing about Type 1”
Putting Your Work Out There: There You Are, 34 poems about Motherhood
Who are these crazy dreamers who plug away at something, for hour after hour on their own, believing that one day it will come to something? I am one of them, and although sometimes I feel deluded (!), I know that there is a quiet faith that my writing will see the light of dayContinueContinue reading “Putting Your Work Out There: There You Are, 34 poems about Motherhood”
There You Are – its here!
ITS HERE! My book of poems about motherhood that has been one year in the making has arrived! Order NOW and it will get to you in time for Christmas! Or order for a friend and I’ll ship it straight to them! I’ll also be selling these beauties at Condover craft fair on Saturday too.ContinueContinue reading “There You Are – its here!”
There You Are : its nearly here!
So excited that my book is nearly here! I have spent the past year hand lettering and illustrating a collection of 34 poems about motherhood. It will be arriving at the end of next week and *should* get to you for Christmas if you preorder! I will shout when they’ve arrived and they will beContinueContinue reading “There You Are : its nearly here!”
Type One
A poem about my daughter’s diagnosis with type one diabetes. This poem is in my book There You Are, a collection of 34 hand lettered and illustrated poems about motherhood. You can find it here.
For When We Don’t Know What is Coming: an unexpected diagnosis
We had just moved to the wilds of Shropshire, with a two-week old baby and two pre-schoolers, and everything was new. My husband was beginning to concentrate on his music full-time, and the two eldest children had just started in a new preschool. There was time for the dust to settle. But I still hadContinueContinue reading “For When We Don’t Know What is Coming: an unexpected diagnosis”
Trembling Heart
A poem about the night that my daughter was diagnosed with Type 1, back in 2013 when she was 2 and a half. I held you to me on the bed and smelt your hair, felt your lightness,as your father bustled in the darkness for your favourite things.We had been to the doctors thatContinueContinue reading “Trembling Heart”
Afterwards, a work in progress…
And breathe… first day back to school for the kids which means I finally have some time! Here is the latest work in progress. To be included in a book of poems that should be ready by Autumn 🤞 🙏xx #handlettering #poems #instapoetry #livecreatively #parenting EDIT: You can find the finished poem in There YouContinueContinue reading “Afterwards, a work in progress…”
Uncle John
A very old poem and a kernel for the novel. The smell of the strawberry jam, the decay, the wildness.. The jam thick with whole strawberries hadn’t seemed so wonderful to me at the time. Only now, sitting in my room with morning toast do I feel the loss, as I remember themContinueContinue reading “Uncle John”
Love Poem: Poetry prints by Little Bird Editions
My children exhaust me and bring me to the end of myself but they make me who I am and they were the ones who taught me to love. I have recently launched a collection of prints which are my own hand-letterings of some of my poems about the early years, when everything is aContinueContinue reading “Love Poem: Poetry prints by Little Bird Editions”
Magnetic Poetry: Story Starter
Story starter from this weeks after school club. Take a handful of words and play until you get a phrase that sparks the imagination! #livecreatively
#4
The blossom like a surprise, it is there and then gone, The scent, and then gone, so quickly. The lush wildness overtakes the place, There is the feeling of hope And the first really warm days. May.
#3
On a train to Lime Street The fields rush by all green and yellow. For the first time we are going to a city for the day, diabetic daughter and I. Who would have thought when this thing showed up, how much it would overtake us, how from that day on, there would be fearContinueContinue reading “#3”
thought
I sit before a dark window frame, The sickly thought of black leaves rustling out there turns my stomach. The quietness rings in my ears and the glare of the screen wearies my eyes. I am thinking tonight of this treasure that I’ve found, the origin of flightlessness. What does it mean for me?
#1
Wind wraps around me like a blanket. In a blustery playground my boy has fallen asleep. And there is space and time, of a sort, standing hands in pockets, brook rushing by behind me, I hear it’s eddies and ripples, see the winter light brimming, spilling over, winding through the trees. All alone like IContinueContinue reading “#1”
Circles
It is summer that makes me want to write, I swear each year it is the same. This time, this light, the long evenings, my hands becoming soft again, my skin fixing itself again. The older I grow, the more I see this life in circles. I swear it’s the same each year.
#85
‘Mummy’, he whispers in my ear, ‘Come close to me’. He is full of cold. It is nice to be wanted by this boisterous boy for a change. He can normally do it all himself. I move my head to his press my cheek against his fluffy hair, and soon he breathes the deep rhythmContinueContinue reading “#85”
#84
She won’t sit still next to me on the sofa, she jumps all over it as everyone else lazes in that post tea-time lull. She has started to tell me her dreams. ‘There’s a blue train’, she says, ‘it’s gone off the rails, it’ going on the grass.’ Freedom, I think, for her, Her lifeContinueContinue reading “#84”
#83
We are ships in the night, But I can’t complain. This is what we have wanted for so long. Tiny Leaves is making headway, travelling lightly, moving onwards.
#82
I could sit here all night and listen to the falling of rain outside. I am meant to be reading but keep getting distracted by the scrape of new furniture along the floorboards next door, by this outrageous rain that soaks with no apology. We have new neighbours, the children sleep, he has found aContinueContinue reading “#82”
#81
We go in to the caves by torchlight, he leads the way. He loves being the leader, being the quickest, the fastest, always. We won’t let his dreams defeat him.
#80
Peace is how this feels: Something accomplished, And a space before me, a day, at least of just my little brood, my family. The pirates came and we had crazy fun, Water bombing that baddy pirate Pete. There were tears and laughs and shouts, A big chocolate cake And a sword each, buried in aContinueContinue reading “#80”
#79
A week full of school things and not enough sleep or headspace, and there are twelve little pirates coming to play on Saturday. I want it to be special for him but I have to admit I’ll be glad when it is done with.
#78
We go to ballet, and there she quickly changes into her tutu, picks up a star and dances around. They go on a magic carpet ride to the beach, they make a castle and smash it down. She comes alive, skipping around this room. There is magic in the lonely sound of this piano. ItContinueContinue reading “#78”
#77
I will do the garden this evening, pull the roots up from under the soil, shake the mud from them and pile them up in a bucket. There is nothing so therapeutic as gardening, and for a long time I didn’t know this.
#76
Cold back, happy heart. The boys fall into bed at 8.30. Sam has been at school all week, His first week. There have been tears each day from my love, My brave boy who was the biggest and loudest in the Preschool playground, who jumped the highest, who ran the fastest. Just next door, atContinueContinue reading “#76”